Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey pplz,

I'm updating like I said, lol. So, we've been having the States Standards Tests...yay lol. The class actually seem shorter than usual. Ugh, I really don't like the bg to this layout I made..looks..weird lol. I dunno, I'll maybe, "maybe" change it 2morrow or so..if I even have time too..I dunno, but it's a really pretty character from the anime: Vampire Princess Miyu. I changed it cuz I have the Eclair layout on my site...So I changed this one to Miyu! Yay..lol. ^_^ It kinda feels weird to be on xanga..again. In fact, I've almost had this site for about a year now almost. I feel lucky lol.

“Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed it to be the world's one, and only, truth. But the real world is imperfect and there is not a single law that can explain everything, even the law of Equivalent Exchange. In spite of that we still believe that people cannot gain anything without offering something in return and that everyone can gain something by putting forth the effort. Equivalent Exchange is not the world's one, and only truth.”

Don't you luv the new layout? It took me quite awhile to get the colors then resize the banner and do the icon marquu at the top! Why this layout? Becuz I'm becoming a homunculus & 7 deadly sins expert! I wanna know everything about them! About how they came, how scientists create homunculi etc etc! And also for the 7 deadly sins? Since I'm a BIG homunculus fan, I wanted to know about the Seven 'Deadly' Sins. My friends are getting annoyed about me talking about it over and over again and again XD! I took quizzes and I got Wrath ;D! Wrath's my main sin and it's also my homunculi name ;D hehe. 

Whoa, hey new layout! Like it?? I luv it! My friend, Risa, gave me the wallpaper and when I saw it i just HAD to make a layout!! ^^!!

So, srry for not updating alot...my comp wasn't wprking right and I just got really lazy about xanga so...yea. Again, srry!

Well, nothing really happend over the past time I was gone. Been bored, and sad, and blaah-ish today. But, other than that, I'm good...I guess..

I have a pic to show ya guys!

XD I dunno why this picture but I like it. Why?? Becuz at the special ending, Yuna finds Tidus, they reunite, and everyones happy! Even Paine looks happy XDD!

Hey guys, new layout...((and i changed my name hehe)), I alwaz change my name depending on my layout I'm using; but u guys can just call me Reina or w/e. Today, I was bored....again..as alwaz lol and I was on myspace most of today and downloading songs also.

Ok, well, my friends Becki & Sydney sent this letter to me on myspace and I thought it was sad and precious . Here it is, it's called "Dad's Poem"

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Her hair was up in a pony tail,

her favorite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy's Day at school,

and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,

that she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,

for her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school

eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees;

a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.

Children squirming impatiently,

anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,

every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"

she heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one,"

another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

she heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,

as she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,

because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories

he taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,

and ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him.

I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me,

even though we are apart

I know because he told me,

he'll forever be in my heart"


With that, her little hand reached up,

and lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

who was wise beyond her years.


For she stood up for the love

of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,

he's my shining star.

And if he could, he'd be here,

but heaven's just too far

You see he was a firefighter

and died just this past year

When airplanes hit the towers

and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,

it's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,

and she saw him there that day.

And to her mothers amazement,

she witnessed with surprise

A room full of daddies and children,

all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,

who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"

to the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,

for each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

by the love of her shining star.

And given the gift of believing,

that heaven is never too far.


They say it takes a minute to find a special

person, an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them, but then an entire

life to forget them.

If you don't REPOST THIS, it means you're

in a hurry and that you've forgotten your

friends.

Take the time...to live and love.

Until eternity

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Didn't u think it was sad?? I did, I even cried a bit when I read it..lol